HEAR MY STORY PART 12

I sent a message to Bode immediately Mrs Williams leftmyroom,informing him about d pregnancy.I expected his reply throughout d night,but he didnt.D next day was sunday.I didnt feel like going tochurch.Iwas too ashamed to see anybody’s face,though no oneknewabout it yet,besides The Williams.I imagined what wouldhappen when d news went viral among churchmembers dt iwas carrying Bode’s baby….having denied dt i was in arelationship with him earlier..Oh my God! How did i findmyself in ds mess?.Then i thought of my dad.Eeeeh!.My dad!!.He trusted me so much.I was his pride,his angel,d apple of his eyes.How would he take it?.I have disappointed him.And my two elder sisters.None of them had a child before marriage,even SisTiwawas still trusting God for d fruit of d womb then,its onlySisTemi dt had a baby girl,expecting d second one.Oh!..I’ve disappointed many people.And Bode’s mum?.Wouldnt she think i lured her son tosleep with me?.Wont she see me as a cheap girl?.As i thought of these things,tears was flowing freelyfrommy eyes.Mrs Williams came to tell me to get dressed for service.I told her i wasnt feeling like going to church.She said “okay,its fine. Just make sure u seek d face ofGod for forgiveness,mercy n d way out.”I said thank u ma.They left.I switched off my phone.Then i started thinking again and again,weeping andasking God for forgiveness.I also prayed for His mercy and way out,as MrsWilliamstold me. Olaskoseun121@gmail.comAfter d prayer,i put on my phone,and almostimmediately,Bode’s message came in.I read d message which went like ds..”I was devastatedbyur message. I think d only solution is abortion. I thoughtabout it tru out d night n dt i think is d only way out. I’mvery sorry for any inconvenience ds might have causedu.”I threw d phone on d bed.I said to myself “how i wish it was dt easy.”As a matter of fact,maybe i would have agreed with him,ifds woman was not involved,but now,i just have to beardconsequencies:dshame,reproach,rejection andanythingdt comes from it.I threw myself on d bed,covered my mouth with a pillownscreamed into it.JESUS!.JESUS!!..Pls have mercy on me….ds is toomuch forme.While doing ds,i heard d Pastor’s car moving into dcompound. I quickly got up,wiped my face n pretendedtobe fine.Soon Pastor Mrs was in d room.“How was ur day my dear”.“I was praying ma”.“And weeping at d same time”. She said, smiling.I didnt answer.I showed her Bode’s message.She read it n said “i knew it. I knew dt would be hisoption.”Then she sat beside me on d bed,hugged me n said“Listenmy darling,there’snothing new under heaven. Manypeoplehave gone tru ds route before,and many will still go truit.I’m sure if not for divine intervention,u could haveconsidered abortion as Bode suggested. But sometimesweoffend God while trying not to offend man. Dont use sintocover sin. God is d Ultimate. Once He has forgiven u,itdoesnt matter if anybody doesnt.Now,i will tell u d story of my own life.”What did she say?.We’ll know in d next part.