HEAR MY STORY PART 6

After d action,Bode started begging me.I could see heactually regretted,but d deed had been done already.Itold him to go,i just didnt want to see him.He left.I locked d door behind him n started weeping.I wept tillmyeyeballs turned red n my head began to ache.I was confused,i didnt know what to do,i was justweeping.I couldnt even pray,i never thought i could dosucha thing,i thought i was strong enough to stand.Oh myGod!…How wrong i was!!.D next day was friday,i couldnt go to school.I hadheadache,so i called my HOD to inform her i would beabsent.She promised to tell d Principal n wished mequickrecovery.I couldnt attend d burial nor singing practise onsaturday,ijust locked myself up in my room n was weeping fromtimeto time.On sunday,i was unusually absent from church.Somechoirmembers came to check on me after service.They met me under my blanket,shivering.Now i haddeveloped emergency fever.One of them quickly called Pastor Williams who rusheddownto my place with his wife.They took me to d health centre.I was treated againstmalaria, given some drugs n injecion,and was told tocomeon monday n tuesday to complete d injection.D Williams brought me back home n asked if i wouldntmindto go with them to their place,so i wouldnt be d only oneathome,i said no,dt i would be fine.So,they left afterprayingfor me.I slept off n woke up late in d night.Now i felt like eatingsomething.I looked at my phone,it was 11.17pm.I got up,ate bread with fruit juice n went back to bed.I couldnt sleep.I was turning from right to left,left torighton d bed.Again,i remembered “Let him that thinketh he standethtake heed lest he fall” 1 Cor 10:12.I started weeping again.I thought i was standing,now ihavefallen.I so much trusted myself,i was so careless.I opened my mouth n began to pray “Lord Jesus,i havedisappointed u,pls forgive me,have mercy on me.I amsorry.Now i know better.Help me Lord.Forgive meLord.Havemercy on me….”I didnt even know when i slept off.When i woke up,i knew i had a dream in which i sawPastorMrs Williams talking to me,but i couldnt remember asingleword out of everything she said.As i was trying to recollect what she was telling me in ddream,i heard a gentle voice in my spirit “Go and openupto her”….“Ahhhh!.How on earth would i be able to do dt?.I cantLord!.I cant!!.”.I didnt hear d voice again,at least at dt moment.D nextthing i heard was a knock on my door.Who is dt?.I spoke softly.I didnt hear any response from d other end.I moved to d door,unlocked it n opened.Guess who was standing there.To be continued in Part 7.Thanks for ur patience n understanding.Remain blessed.